Well, I'm happy, but at the same time, a little unhappy. Let me explain, having recently entered a relationship with a certain someone, I am happy, she is quite loveable. But on the other hand, I'm a little unhappy because this has caused two of my friends to become mad at me. One because they were trying to get me to go out with them since december (get the message after I say no the first five times, I mean really, being so persistent makes me feel really guilty about saying no all the time, which just adds stress to me, and will hurt you more in the future when I do go out with someone that I like.) And the other one, who tells me that she likes me after I start going out with "certain" person... and the bad thing being, that she was going to tell me that she liked me on the same night that I started going out with said person... it confuses me to no end. So I feel bad about those other two people, especially the first one, because of certain things that she's told me,... Also it makes me the reason of emotional hurt of two people, which I hate. I don't want to hurt people, it's not fun, physical or emotional, and if I'm the cause of it, I want to dissapear for a while, go back to being a loner maybe... But I won't, because I can't afford that at the time being. However, I do need to hang back and relax for a few days, which I can do fairly easily, specially since my grandama has come to town for a few days, and that fact that it's an extra long weekend (good friday and easter monday, SWEET JESUS!) Jesus is seriously amazing, you have to admit (even though he didn't do what the bible says that he did) that he is. Oh well, I shall sleep soon, just wanted to get that off my mind... also I have a question that I'm going to need to ask a few girls, just to check something, but I can do that easily enough...